Monday, July 4, 2011

Why am I awake?

Again it is the middle of the night, exactly 1.31am. Lucas was having yet another rough night! It is crazy how when you have a newborn you become accustomed to being woke up every 3+ hours but when you are used to sleeping through the night un-interurpted these night time hours are rough.

As I was trying to calm Lucas down I was thinking how I would prefer to be asleep snuggled up in my blanket but then my mind wandered back to a little video I watched earlier today, oh yesterday, it can be found here . I highly recomend you take a couple minutes to watch this, it really helped me alter my perspective on waking up in the middle of the night with my little guy.

Evern though I am tired and will be more tired as I try to conduct the hymns in church tomorrow I am grateful that I get to be here for my little guy, that I get the privilidge to be his mother and comfort him. I'll admit often it sucks walking the hallways at night but tonight I was lucky to be the one on comfort patrol.

1 comment

Nola said...

I love that video clip! I need to be happier about helping my children when it is not convenient! Thanks!

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